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13 November 2012

The Hitchhiker's Psalm for my galaxy

From today's noonday prayer at my friendly neighborhood monastery. Seems especially fitting for me…

As a deer longs for flowing streams,
so my soul longs for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God,
for the living God.
When shall I come and behold
the face of God?
My tears have been my food
day and night,
while people say to me continually,
‘Where is your God?’

These things I remember,
as I pour out my soul:
how I went with the throng,
and led them in procession to the house of God,
with glad shouts and songs of thanksgiving,
a multitude keeping festival.
Why are you cast down, O my soul,
and why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
my help and my God.

My soul is cast down within me;
therefore I remember you
from the land of Jordan and of Hermon,
from Mount Mizar.
Deep calls to deep
at the thunder of your cataracts;
all your waves and your billows
have gone over me.
By day the Lord commands his steadfast love,
and at night his song is with me,
a prayer to the God of my life.

I say to God, my rock,
‘Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I walk about mournfully
because the enemy oppresses me?’
As with a deadly wound in my body,
my adversaries taunt me,
while they say to me continually,
‘Where is your God?’

Why are you cast down, O my soul,
and why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
my help and my God.

Why do I call it the Hitchhiker's Psalm? Because it's number 42.

31 July 2012

A poem for solitude

Surrounded by people
but I am alone.
Are they human, or am I?
Both cannot be true.
I want to rise above,
to be more than they,
to command, to bark, to bellow:
my first and only order shall be
leave me alone!

A poem of "capital" punishment

I am the pinprick that never stops
The flash that never fades
You draw the curtain, don your shades,
cower under the covers
in fear of light, sound and touch
Life goes on, but not for you
The pinprick stays, the flash won't fade
Hammers pound the forge
A blast furnace of hot iron bellows in your brain
Aflame with rage, molten misery
the lake of magma flows on and on
past the stopped sullen clock, melting time

From the depths of boiling slag
through the clamor of iron and steel
under the stab of knife and needle
you call to the Eternal, and live Eternity
in burning, endless Pain

I am your capital punishment